tired ...

i'm tired of looking at that same damn thing everytime i come to my own freaking site . so imma post this ... you know why ? bc i'm too busy to post anything else with more content . thank you have a nice dayy .


- fin .

weirdd . - -editedd

Do you love everyone?
* pretty much ; i only hate one person really . most people know who it is ;)
-- edit : we're cool now . she apologizedd .

What's your favorite sexual position?
* me on thee bottom . leqs spreadd openn

When did you lose your virginty
* last june (`O8] . june like 12th i think .

What's your favorite color?
* blue & a dusty rosey pink ; hard to describe , so let's stick with blue :)

Do you reget losing your virginty?
* to that person yes. all together ;fuck no !

What's your sexualty or orientation?
* i'm bisexuall :)

What do you reget doing in the 7th grade?
* err ; talking about sex on aim & getting all my friends busted and losing all my really close best friendss

What's your zodiac sign?
* SCORPIO bby :)

Do people judge you?
* of course , i'm not perfect .

Do you love your body?
* yes.

Are u allergic to anything or anyone?
* kephlex - chicken pox medicine & err . a few people

Where was your first kiss at?
* um . at school in thee hallway :)

Which one do you prefer girls or boys?
* gosh . boys have dicks girls have boobs . hard choice .. dayummm

Would cut yourself or take pills to get away from the pain?
* yeah . that's why i was gone for a week or two last monthh

Who was the first boy you loved?
* Goddayumm. i think the first i really truly loved ; Henry Tre Wright ..

Well thats all you need to know about me if you wanna ask me another question just put it in the comment boxes!

jocker --*

hmm . so i just so happen to be a mad hard jockerr .

so i'm gonna start an "ask sarka"
thing like princess cee helen's "ask cece"
except . i'm just gonna write to you .
my email is kikumomolove@hotmail.com
get at me :) -- kaey ?

seriously . ask me ANYTHING . i won't be offended at all .

baby names --*

alright . so here are thee girl names that i want to choose from :

marisella rose - marisella is a name i made up in a creative writing class & fell in love with
michi - my mother's middle name is michelle and she wants to be included
lisla marie - in the story that i wrote about marisella ; lisla was her twin sister
adelle or adelaide - i love this name so much !
ella michelle <--- eww , what was i thinking ... good lord :/
aeron skye
hayleigh cecile
diamond leigh - haha . sounds like a pornstar name :/

new .. PHEONIX - i'm hooked on this name . it could be for a boy or a girl .
pheonix rose
pheonix adryan

boy names :
donovan adrian - i love this guy named donovan whitaker :)
hooper - as a middle name or something bC everytime i see Hooper Schultz he makes me smile soooo freakin big
nikolaus - as a middle name .. hmm . self-evident to those who know me .
Míchaël - pronounced Mee-ki-ell ; it's thee hebrew/islamic version of michael

bus heirarchy --*

alright . so my bus driver is insane & really mean & extremely irrational . we've had many incidents with her (which is a whole nother blog in itself]. so we were raising hell to annoy her one morning and all us just happened to be black . we were in thee back of thee bus. so alex brings up about how blacks fought to get equal bus treatment and we continue to sit in thee back and consider that the "cool place". but thee funny thing is ; for my bus and my stop it wasn't always like that. in middle school the cool kids used to sit in thee front of thee bus but when we had a crazy bus driver she gave us assigned seats . so me and this girl named antoinette and these two boys named michael and darius were moved to thee back ; (we were thee cool kids]. so that's how my bus picked up the thing of "cool kids in the back" idk. i was thinking about how odd it is that you have a bus heirarchy. bC that kid alex just moved there and to be honest he's thee king of thee bus. i guess it's whosever loudest and funniest gets that position. i just so happen to be thee queen of thee bus ; haha . but anyways . just somethinq that came to my attention . thee old queen was hawaii . she used to sing really loud at thee top of her lungs all morning ; that's how she got that position.

Holly Hill --*

alright . so for those of you that don't know ; i am clinically depressed. i have a therapist, psychologist, and a mentor. so when i was out with my mentor one day i shared with her my plan to overdose on pills and kill myself. some of you may criticise this way of thinking but obviously i wasn't in the right mind. she told my mother to not leave me alone. i was like a statue all thee way to my grandmother's house ; that night my mother told me to pack my bags, and that she was taking me to thee hospital . what hospital exactly we did not know . i ended up at holly hill . those were the worst day of my life. i cried for two days straight & slept through everything. when i finally got up a girl named amanda started talking to me and i made my first friend . she was a 12 year old cutter ; how sad, i thought . anyways. i proceded to make many a friend there . the ones i bonded with most were girls named haley t., emily r., selena, amanda, tiffany, rachel l., and most of all noelle. i was there for four days (one of thee shortests stays they've ever had] anyways. i came out with a different outlook on life. fin

i bleed - - *

PURPLE & GOLD

i don't know why i have such i huge attachment to my highschool . i mean it's ridiculous. we're a school of excellence that has just lost our mayor of Teel Town ; lost our IB status ; and doesn't have enough parking spaces but yet i cannot wait for out 1O, 2O , 3O year reuinion. i will still be proud to say that i went to Needham B. Broughton High School. seirously. we don't have a mascot or anything . it's not like we honestly dominate in football anymore (even though we did beat leeseville [#one] last year for our homecoming game [first time in seven years] ever since CD & Lemar left] so i mean . seriously . thee people annoy thee fuck outa me but i love my school . maybe it's thee history behind it . or how prestigious i feel walking into it's doors every single day . maybe it's knowing that Martin Luther King Jr. himself spoke in the auditorium. or maybe it's the fact that we have thee best gym in our school system that can seat thee entire student body (2OOO+ students] . i don't know. but this is an ode to Needham B. Broughton High School & Mr. Roy Teel (Roy Teel day is February 1st]

Bella Bambina© - - *

Im Bella Bambina
Im flashy && glitz
I'll blind youh with mah bracelet

Im Bella Bambina
I strut in slow motion so every eye is on meh
I'll part a mosh pit like there's nothing to it

Im Bella Bambina
&& I don't trust youh with anything
Im so high on the food chain whenever ii turn my back
I get STABBED

Im Bella Bambina
Touch meh && I'll scream;;; I'll scream so loud
Daddy might even hear meh from Europe

Im Bella Bambina
I live inside of every girl
I'm like a fad you can't help but follow

Im Bella Bambina
&& I'll whisper youh silly little nothings
just to make the other girls jealous

im Bella Bambina
&& im a camera flash;;; it hurts but once youh recover
youh'll realize youh're loved

Im Bella Bambina
Im THAT girl you love to hate
The one youh would die to be friends with;;
I am THEE ONE

Im Bella Bambina
Don't youh love meh already?


©Tara Lynn Hart
aka Tara T-Fresh

sarka Khaos™- explained :)

Everyone who’s anyone seems to want to know: What is the purpose, history, and meaning of my alias/ stage name Sarka Khaos™. Well let’s start with the purpose. The purpose of this “alias” is like any other, to hide your true identity. For some, like Arthur Khaos™ it can become kind of alter-ego. That’s the only purpose of my alias, also if I happen to become famous I’m going to use it as my stage name. so be sure to Google Sarka Khaos™ in the coming years. The history is complicated. A boy named Niko made himself Arthur Khaos™ just as a MySpace™ name. he would initial all of his pictures with some variation of Arthur Khaos™ examples: [Arthur][Khaos] ™, AK, [A][K]. His signature font was Scriptina™. (gosh there a lot of ™ in this document, haha]. So Arthur had made a Family of Khoas including his father Brian McKnight (yes, thee Brian McKnight] and his older brother Brian McKnight Jr. (a.k.a. BJ]. Each name is chosen specifically for the person it is given to based on Norse meanings. Brian &nd BJ’s Khaos name’s were [Max][Khaos] for BJ &nd something else i can't remember for Brian Sr. I thought it was just something that he was doing for his family until he named one of our mutual friends Dom [Raven][Khaos] ™. I then asked him what was up and was a bit bashful about asking for my own Khaos name. My names were between Aeron Khaos and Sarka Khaos. We opted for Sarka because if my Khaos name had become Aeron I would have had the same initials (AK] as Arthur Khaos™. Sarka means “Maiden’s War”. If you think of an Amazon Warrior Queen, you’ll get the picture. For more information on the legend about the famous Amazon Sarka Google: Sarka. After I got my name he added me to his “Family of Khoas™” Album on his page; but after a fight he removed me but I kept my name ( much to his dismay]. But the rules are once a name has been used you cannot use it again, so I don’t have to worry about my name getting taken by anyone else (a hater or wannabee]. There are other members of the Khaos family that might not be know yet. The only other that I know of is [Violet][Khaos] ™ taken by a girl named **** &nd [Liz][Khaos] occupied by a girl named Elizabeth L. I once asked Arthur to give my friend Lauren a Khaos name and he refused because he said she wasn’t “Rock n’ Roll” or “Hardcore” enough for a Khaos name. I had to relay the bad news but she got over it. In another instance one of the girls Arthur was talking to had stopped talking to him so he refused to give her a Khaos name. so there you have it folks.

edit*: Xiomara means "ready for battle". i thought if i was gonna have an alias name mine as well have a middle name to go with it. i didn't take this name from anyone i know, so please don't hop on my cllit about it! tnx

ℓ♥ve [Sarka][Khaos] ™
dos dedos *

Gay Cats -- yes ; that's what i said

so when princess cee helen & nik came over a few sundays ago ; before thee shoot . nik took a liking to my cat Ollie , short for Oliver. as he was having a passionate make-out session with my cat thee Princess & I both began to wonder ; can cats or animals be gay . because lemme tell you ; he was not rejecting it in thee least. since many people view homosexuality as a disease or deformity so can cats get this "disease" ? so i askk you all : can cats or animals be gay ?

yes -
no -
maybee -
duhh -
i don't care -


please gimme your opinion.

hmm --> interestingg .
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_animals_displaying_homosexual_behavior