i bleed - - *

PURPLE & GOLD

i don't know why i have such i huge attachment to my highschool . i mean it's ridiculous. we're a school of excellence that has just lost our mayor of Teel Town ; lost our IB status ; and doesn't have enough parking spaces but yet i cannot wait for out 1O, 2O , 3O year reuinion. i will still be proud to say that i went to Needham B. Broughton High School. seirously. we don't have a mascot or anything . it's not like we honestly dominate in football anymore (even though we did beat leeseville [#one] last year for our homecoming game [first time in seven years] ever since CD & Lemar left] so i mean . seriously . thee people annoy thee fuck outa me but i love my school . maybe it's thee history behind it . or how prestigious i feel walking into it's doors every single day . maybe it's knowing that Martin Luther King Jr. himself spoke in the auditorium. or maybe it's the fact that we have thee best gym in our school system that can seat thee entire student body (2OOO+ students] . i don't know. but this is an ode to Needham B. Broughton High School & Mr. Roy Teel (Roy Teel day is February 1st]

Bella Bambina© - - *

Im Bella Bambina
Im flashy && glitz
I'll blind youh with mah bracelet

Im Bella Bambina
I strut in slow motion so every eye is on meh
I'll part a mosh pit like there's nothing to it

Im Bella Bambina
&& I don't trust youh with anything
Im so high on the food chain whenever ii turn my back
I get STABBED

Im Bella Bambina
Touch meh && I'll scream;;; I'll scream so loud
Daddy might even hear meh from Europe

Im Bella Bambina
I live inside of every girl
I'm like a fad you can't help but follow

Im Bella Bambina
&& I'll whisper youh silly little nothings
just to make the other girls jealous

im Bella Bambina
&& im a camera flash;;; it hurts but once youh recover
youh'll realize youh're loved

Im Bella Bambina
Im THAT girl you love to hate
The one youh would die to be friends with;;
I am THEE ONE

Im Bella Bambina
Don't youh love meh already?


©Tara Lynn Hart
aka Tara T-Fresh

sarka Khaos™- explained :)

Everyone who’s anyone seems to want to know: What is the purpose, history, and meaning of my alias/ stage name Sarka Khaos™. Well let’s start with the purpose. The purpose of this “alias” is like any other, to hide your true identity. For some, like Arthur Khaos™ it can become kind of alter-ego. That’s the only purpose of my alias, also if I happen to become famous I’m going to use it as my stage name. so be sure to Google Sarka Khaos™ in the coming years. The history is complicated. A boy named Niko made himself Arthur Khaos™ just as a MySpace™ name. he would initial all of his pictures with some variation of Arthur Khaos™ examples: [Arthur][Khaos] ™, AK, [A][K]. His signature font was Scriptina™. (gosh there a lot of ™ in this document, haha]. So Arthur had made a Family of Khoas including his father Brian McKnight (yes, thee Brian McKnight] and his older brother Brian McKnight Jr. (a.k.a. BJ]. Each name is chosen specifically for the person it is given to based on Norse meanings. Brian &nd BJ’s Khaos name’s were [Max][Khaos] for BJ &nd something else i can't remember for Brian Sr. I thought it was just something that he was doing for his family until he named one of our mutual friends Dom [Raven][Khaos] ™. I then asked him what was up and was a bit bashful about asking for my own Khaos name. My names were between Aeron Khaos and Sarka Khaos. We opted for Sarka because if my Khaos name had become Aeron I would have had the same initials (AK] as Arthur Khaos™. Sarka means “Maiden’s War”. If you think of an Amazon Warrior Queen, you’ll get the picture. For more information on the legend about the famous Amazon Sarka Google: Sarka. After I got my name he added me to his “Family of Khoas™” Album on his page; but after a fight he removed me but I kept my name ( much to his dismay]. But the rules are once a name has been used you cannot use it again, so I don’t have to worry about my name getting taken by anyone else (a hater or wannabee]. There are other members of the Khaos family that might not be know yet. The only other that I know of is [Violet][Khaos] ™ taken by a girl named **** &nd [Liz][Khaos] occupied by a girl named Elizabeth L. I once asked Arthur to give my friend Lauren a Khaos name and he refused because he said she wasn’t “Rock n’ Roll” or “Hardcore” enough for a Khaos name. I had to relay the bad news but she got over it. In another instance one of the girls Arthur was talking to had stopped talking to him so he refused to give her a Khaos name. so there you have it folks.

edit*: Xiomara means "ready for battle". i thought if i was gonna have an alias name mine as well have a middle name to go with it. i didn't take this name from anyone i know, so please don't hop on my cllit about it! tnx

ℓ♥ve [Sarka][Khaos] ™
dos dedos *

Gay Cats -- yes ; that's what i said

so when princess cee helen & nik came over a few sundays ago ; before thee shoot . nik took a liking to my cat Ollie , short for Oliver. as he was having a passionate make-out session with my cat thee Princess & I both began to wonder ; can cats or animals be gay . because lemme tell you ; he was not rejecting it in thee least. since many people view homosexuality as a disease or deformity so can cats get this "disease" ? so i askk you all : can cats or animals be gay ?

yes -
no -
maybee -
duhh -
i don't care -


please gimme your opinion.

hmm --> interestingg .
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_animals_displaying_homosexual_behavior

why do we love love ? --

because i'm so lazy & don't wanna put it up myself ; i'm telling you to go to her site & watch this video ; it's quite dank :)
http://sugaremul.blogspot.com/2009/01/blog-post.html

so go & watchh . & please please tell me you understand thee story line & thee theme ;
kaey more soon ! like really soon .

Random Things -- i guess . - - *

1. i'm starting a petting zoo in my house, wanna visit ? 5 cats, a dog , & a guinea pig (had to give this little sucker away :[ , he started an intense alergic reaction for my mommy :/ ).
2. i have a younger sister i dont live with bC ...
3. i'm adopted by my cousin on my mum's side of thee family
4. in fifth grade this girl named Breanna McGahee started calling me Oreo & it stuck
5. i have so many networking sites under my name that i lose thee passwords and make new ones hence, i have like 5 blogger websites (livemahlife.blogspot.com]; same with emails
6. i want many tattoos & peircings when i become legal :)
7. i tan really easily (even though i don't want to ] & my tan lines stay for up to a year , i've also been severly sunburned and peeled . ( this is rare for an African-American girl , if you were wondering why this is randomm ]
8. i rarely sweat, only when i dance or am walking a long distance in 98degree+ weather
9. i adore cheetah print anything & everything
10. i like making up nicknames / aliases for myself
11. i shop at thee goodwill quite frequently
12. i don't own a pair of jeans that are more than $25 , & no i'm not poor . i'm frugal
13. i don't even use ice in my drink bC i get really bad brain freezes but i love ICEES , milkshakes, ice cream & frappacinos
14. i love to design myspace pages & i'm pretty darn good , if you ask me :)
15. i've never smoked weed in my life ; yes , seriously .... (about that)
16. i can run in 3 inch heels
17. when i dyed my hair last year it turned orange & alot of my hair fell out ; but i was lucky that i had alot of hair bC you couldn't even tell
18. i wish i was still a soprano like i was before my voice changed like freshman year
19. my favourite holiday is Christmas because you get to sing Christmas Carols , lame i know
20. i become infatuated with thee most random things at a time : ex. hello kitty , monkeys, various people , etc.
21. i'm very obsessive about checking my facebook messages & picking up the phone when it rings (i can't not pick it up or at least look , but i will/can reject you]
22. i am a self diagnosed pathological liar
23. i did this thing because my mum & cece did . i kinda want niko to read it & do it too :)
24. i almost got shut down by facebook because of a scandy picture ; but they didn't ;)
25. err ; one of thee best days of my life i accumulated the whopping total of seven bruises

becasue i'm greedy --> i wish i were tall enough to be a model because i'm pretty damn good at it . i think .

*NEW - 2.15.O9

i always put on music when i vacuum .

i will keep adding to this :) * & changing thingss