jocker --*

hmm . so i just so happen to be a mad hard jockerr .

so i'm gonna start an "ask sarka"
thing like princess cee helen's "ask cece"
except . i'm just gonna write to you .
my email is kikumomolove@hotmail.com
get at me :) -- kaey ?

seriously . ask me ANYTHING . i won't be offended at all .

baby names --*

alright . so here are thee girl names that i want to choose from :

marisella rose - marisella is a name i made up in a creative writing class & fell in love with
michi - my mother's middle name is michelle and she wants to be included
lisla marie - in the story that i wrote about marisella ; lisla was her twin sister
adelle or adelaide - i love this name so much !
ella michelle <--- eww , what was i thinking ... good lord :/
aeron skye
hayleigh cecile
diamond leigh - haha . sounds like a pornstar name :/

new .. PHEONIX - i'm hooked on this name . it could be for a boy or a girl .
pheonix rose
pheonix adryan

boy names :
donovan adrian - i love this guy named donovan whitaker :)
hooper - as a middle name or something bC everytime i see Hooper Schultz he makes me smile soooo freakin big
nikolaus - as a middle name .. hmm . self-evident to those who know me .
Míchaël - pronounced Mee-ki-ell ; it's thee hebrew/islamic version of michael

bus heirarchy --*

alright . so my bus driver is insane & really mean & extremely irrational . we've had many incidents with her (which is a whole nother blog in itself]. so we were raising hell to annoy her one morning and all us just happened to be black . we were in thee back of thee bus. so alex brings up about how blacks fought to get equal bus treatment and we continue to sit in thee back and consider that the "cool place". but thee funny thing is ; for my bus and my stop it wasn't always like that. in middle school the cool kids used to sit in thee front of thee bus but when we had a crazy bus driver she gave us assigned seats . so me and this girl named antoinette and these two boys named michael and darius were moved to thee back ; (we were thee cool kids]. so that's how my bus picked up the thing of "cool kids in the back" idk. i was thinking about how odd it is that you have a bus heirarchy. bC that kid alex just moved there and to be honest he's thee king of thee bus. i guess it's whosever loudest and funniest gets that position. i just so happen to be thee queen of thee bus ; haha . but anyways . just somethinq that came to my attention . thee old queen was hawaii . she used to sing really loud at thee top of her lungs all morning ; that's how she got that position.

Holly Hill --*

alright . so for those of you that don't know ; i am clinically depressed. i have a therapist, psychologist, and a mentor. so when i was out with my mentor one day i shared with her my plan to overdose on pills and kill myself. some of you may criticise this way of thinking but obviously i wasn't in the right mind. she told my mother to not leave me alone. i was like a statue all thee way to my grandmother's house ; that night my mother told me to pack my bags, and that she was taking me to thee hospital . what hospital exactly we did not know . i ended up at holly hill . those were the worst day of my life. i cried for two days straight & slept through everything. when i finally got up a girl named amanda started talking to me and i made my first friend . she was a 12 year old cutter ; how sad, i thought . anyways. i proceded to make many a friend there . the ones i bonded with most were girls named haley t., emily r., selena, amanda, tiffany, rachel l., and most of all noelle. i was there for four days (one of thee shortests stays they've ever had] anyways. i came out with a different outlook on life. fin