reinvention, yo :) !

so i've been thinking .. i'm tired of sarka . sarka has become me . it's no longer an alter ego ... i have tara lynn -- thee hippie child ; sarka xiomara - thee kick ass bitch ; and i need another ego to cover my feminine girly side ... any suggestions .
i came up with -- Alexiane Xexilia originally Alexiane Xavière but i couldn't re-find thee meaning or pronunciation of Xavière .

Alexiane means defender in greek and french [Ah Lex EE Ann]
Xexilia means blind of self beauty [ze zil ee ah]

about thattttt ...

i had to take all my peircings out .
because the 2nd hole on my left ear got infected
and the one on the right grew into my ear .
the middle one on thee left ear was growing into
it also . so there was only one left . fuck it .... but

imma try again soon :)

soo truee . --

my chick BAD ;
my chick HOOD ;
my chick do thanqs that yours WISH SHE COULD

and i say ....

i'm such a fuckinq ladieee .

more music . .

it's thee only thing that keeps me going nowadayss .
1 . Imma be - Black Eyed Peas (are back at it, i loveee this song !]
2 . Justin Beiber - One less lonely girl (goes hardd :)]
3 . Rihanna - Hard (so catchy & edgy]
4 . Rihanny - Rude Boy (i like thee choruss]
5 . Supa Dupa - Big Sean (imma supa dupa troopaa , `nuff said]
6 . Rock that body - Bep !
7 . Fresh Dressed (like a million buckks ]
8 . Bedrock
9 . Heartbreak don't break even
10 . Tik Tokk (wake up in thee morning feeling like p.diddy - it's me & mah girl's anthem]
11 . Hey Daddy - Usher
12 . Invented sex Remixx - Trey Songz , Keri Hilson , Usher (when yur soilder is at attention boy missionary's no good <- favourite partt :) ]
13 . Gimme datt Beckkyy
14 . Whatever you Want - Shakira & Lil Waynee (owww , get at `em]
15 . Bad Romance - Lady Gaga (lovee thiss video , she's fucking crazy]

More Favourite Music ....

this is all i seem to be able to post about ... musiccc :)


1 . New Boyz & Ray J - Tie Me Down (hot beat and truuenesss :) ]
2 . Shakira - She Wolf (video {first Part} is phenom !]
3 . Justin Bieber - One Time (he's like 12, but it's a cute song]
4 . Mariah Carey - Obsessed (video is really funny, and i like the beat ]
5 . Drake and Trey Songz - Successful (.. haha . yeahh]

faeries .

i twas a faerie . check me out :)






[E]very time a child says, "I don't believe in fairies,"
there is a fairy somewhere that falls down dead.
~James Matthew Barrie, Peter Pan

henna my henna, eh ?

so, i'm in Printing Graphics class for thee hours while the Sophomores and Juniors take the PSAT . so i'm gonna let ya'll in on a new fetishh of mine : Henna !

*correct : i wasn't in that class for three hours .. & it is now fourth period as i am posting this
i know you don't care , just thought'd i'd share :)










you get thee gist :)
background info

websites that engulft me - -

alright, so over the past few months i've had some shitty stuff
happen to me, all of it being my fault , but something that has
kept me "giddy" is being able to access these said websites and
read about other people's problems and such :)

* just to throw this out there ; my boyfrann makes me happiest ..
as if it needed to be saidd .


FML : fuck my life
this site is just a compilation of stupid and unfortunate shit that's
happened to people all over the world. i was at the library last
week and came across the book version, i proceded to check it out
and take it to school with me when class gets less than breathtaking.
(all the time]. i was a hit in latin class because i had not only the teacher
but most of the students around me laughing til their insides hurt at the
stupid things that had happened to people. alot of people already know about
this site, i just wanted to give it its proper shout out on my blog ...
you should try it, it just might make your day a little bit better :)

My Life is Average
its like a branch off of FML, except its happy little hokey things that warm your
heart when you read them. i've just discovered this site because at my school
they have FML blocked, so we procede to reroute our dedication to MyLifeIsAverage.
presto* your day is a teensy bit better :)

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Summer 2OO9 music list -- .

1 . Keri Hilson , Neyo & Kanye - Knock You Down (this video inspired my first day of school outfit :) ]
2 . BEP - I Gotta Feeling (i get soo crazy & buckwild to this song , it's not even funny .]
3 . BEP - Boom Boom Pow (hot beat , duh]
4 . New Boyz - You're a Jerk ( i can't jerk to save my life but i loveee this song]
5 . Cold Flamez - Miss Me Kiss Me Lick Me (another jerking song that's hot as hell]
6 . Jay-z & Rihanna - Run This Town ( i love Rihanna's Raw vocals in this song]
7 . Jay Sean & Wayne - Down ( this is a good song to sing to , Jay has an angelic voice]
8 . Beyonce & KANYE - Ego (i love his part in this song]
9 . Lady Gaga - Love Games ( even though i knew this song way before anyone else , i still love it . thee video is hot too]
1O. Mario - Breakup ( this song is sooo hot , i love thee beat]
11. Nicki Minaj - Beam Me Up Scotty (i don't know what thee fuck they're saying , but thee shits hot]
12. Soulja Boy - Swag On (... i have my own little sign language for this song :) ]
13. Taylor Swift - You Belong to Me ( I LOVEE this video *she looks horrible with brown hair , and thee vocals are good for singing]
14. Anything from TROOP 41 (google them]
15. Rebirth of Slick (Cool like that] - old but hella good beat & great rhymes
16. Dorrough - Ice Cream Paint Job (all i have to say is : Yeah buddy , rolling like a big shot]
17. Drake - Best I Ever Had (i've loved him since Degrassi ]
18. Katy Perry - Waking Up In Vegas (love thee vocals & thee vid]
19. Kid Cudi , Kanye & ? - Poke Her Face {Make her say} - I love thee Remix of thee fabulous Gaga song
2O. Wale & Lady Gaga - Chillen (great vocals Gaga]
*21. Kid Cudi - Day & Night :)

mah new obsesionnn ;

hippies ;

when i grow up i've decided i wanna be a hippie

a whole lot better than what i wanted to be a year ago (playboy bunnie]

funny how times change ; huh ?

ehh ; blehhhh . peacee .